he says to me what do you want, what are you with him, come, my virgin, sleep, my God, I say
yes, the man tells me it wasn't, it was, you didn't understand, you didn't understand at all
, nothing at all, she was what I didn't understand, don't speak, why don't I say the
word, and you understood, so you didn't understand if she didn't tell you you yourself didn't
understand what it was so I took him to the spiritual the spiritual gave him
this rule, a very difficult rule when he went to the old man another time
I told him and he was fine no my child and like that no my child and
when let the man die and receive communion for the sake of God let me take him
my pastor says I took him to Father Jeremias t Futa the despot this gortyn and
the megalopolis he was not a gortyn he was a hieromonk the confessor the peacemaker
read him the forgiving wish and tells him he will they will do a job
together then the priests, the good priests of Athens, I don't commune
with them because the matter was not resolved if we get stuck and then again yamarelo
yamarelo bring here once what is seen we are done and now
the sufferings of man in the church begin establishment this man because I
d I have a tradition I don't keep anyone with the ago I tell him he will
go to church he just went to
church immediately a priest approached him ah my young man he says to him do you want to be
near
me you got it you understand he left the hell and came to
heaven, the devil was waiting for him in the big
churches of Athens, the child, of course, the child did not understand what they were saying to him because he was
covered by divine grace, they are going to take his grace back,
did you understand what they were doing, they were taking his grace back from the man and the man
said where did I enter again where did I enter over here what is it that
I entered but we connected him with some monastery of the term very remarkable very
spiritual very ascetic and so he had his guidance the
man plays there a platan the devil another terrible one that one night he went
the man to enter the monastery went in the evening and they said he said you will not
enter our monastery at all you will stay
outside and he slept in the snow again he slept in a you know the monasteries play h every
day and he slept like that but the saints the saints who built the
monasteries the holy founders are interested in any person
who is in pain the founders of the monastery are introduced the two founders in the
evening and they say to him stop you are cold I am cold he says we brought you blankets
and you cover him the nuns of the monastery and when in the morning
he got up and saw the founders of the monastery who are painted on the wall
they asked where did you find the clothes in your eyes since the abbot has expelled you no
one took your clothes these two brought them to me they were the founders of the
monastery how do you see it many times they say in the holy mountain love is a kind
of ending and it does not fit we move forward man abv from the
harassments from one from the other and one day they stick again like this again the
other substrate and called another 100 called another 100
demons and became the pure man worse than
before who was to blame this system here we these
here with they notify me that you stop was seen in
tights with tights the ones who wear tights tights pants you know the ones like that
I'm going come stop I tell him he says listen look
here things are not right I'm completely lost I believe in Christ I
believe in the Virgin Mary I don't want to know any Christian but no Christian
no Christian I don't want to know there was a girl who became a nun named
nun Anna who to her credit no matter what he did she stood by him
she didn't leave him she didn't leave him very nice us she didn't want us anymore she kicked us out we
were going and he kicked us out and what does god do his first nephew gets sick with
leukemia and then he stops he converts again he goes to
confession and says to the spiritual for me this is a lesson
for me my nephew got sick he says to the spiritual you allow me
to do a tama watch out now let him do so and the
tama still asks the spiritual and the spiritual tells him what if you want to
do I beg the god to take my nephew's illness and die
and make my nephew well the spiritual tells him he is
blessed please the god gets sick the statis en thria me
leukemia his nephew gets well at the same time they announce that
his nephew is well they tell him that means you have
leukemia he lives for 10 months and dies on the sabbath of
Lazarus I told you who confessed him after that the father of tranquility the
tassel holy man of tranquility yes do you know what he did because the
priests didn't take communion with the giusti at that time he left the mantra
he took the chalice from the mantra and went to the folk hospital where he met me
with one I will tell you and the name is kosmopoulos it belongs to the
kosmopoulos of a kosmopoulos of her mother who was at the station of the
church in Greece where Kosmopoulos had broadcasts his sister children she
was a mutiny mutiny communist with mutiny she cut her nails she treated the
sick etc along with the stop and the terrible thing is when they died not even the
parents wanted clean them up and they called me the olga and stop
them messing with these jerks don't tell me anything that I'm
a racist because I risked my life for this kind of thing with too much love
my brother and I have the history and I know it I didn't care that they were sick
and they also had the other homosexuality, but those who didn't
go anywhere in front of them were thrown into one of those in a group and
they were buried, who taught us that, Father Por
Paisios from the holy mountain, he taught us that too he died, stop
burying him on the sabbath of the Azores, I was unfortunately in Cameroon at the time and
he was buried in an unknown place, that is, they buried him in a cemetery, he gave an order
not to put anything on top of it, no soil, so that you step on his soil and
it goes to the another grave and when he fell ill when he fell asleep on
one how were these ranchos while he was a dead man he had a lot
of money you can go to a hospital and what he said like the
last sick person in Greece dies I want my god to die too without any
treatment so that if there is a treatment that you allow for me to
take it after in the next life the father did this the old father
did this he didn't chase the sheep he gathered the sheep but unfortunately
he didn't send it to mother it was sent to stepmother we become stepmothers many times
we are also stepmothers to each other and we don't know what to do and we have to
get together and above all not point the finger at others because when
we point the finger turn it here and say it's my fault
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